
something to walk on

something to walk on

the crystal ball
says rain

Halloween
Dear Emma,
Why is it that when everything seems to be ok, something happens and life itself seems to be on hold once again? While time slithers away, you just wait and wait for time to pass in the hope that you will to be able get through it and over it, and that all will be well again. You know Emma how sweet time is and that there is never enough of it. You know how easy it is to see best hours of your life ebb away. Time never comes back. Time is the most precious thing. But this time its all about George.
Anyway the day came and went, and things turned out far better, for the little man, than any of us could have ever imagined. It all went much quicker for a start. It was meant to last all week.( It was still a day too long) and quite a performance was expected from the little fella. I didn’t know what to think while it was all going on or what I could do. I was unable to help…….too faraway……except to pray. Dangerous game praying. You can ask for too much.
But we must have all prayed enough or God in the end, simply did what he could to help George.
George found the strength to get through it and arrive at the other side in one piece. George did OK! Young as he is the little man has even gained something from the experience, something he can use in life to take away and be stronger for it, or so I tell myself. George knew what to do somehow. He actually went there with his superman outfit on;and it seemed to give him all the confidence he needed. They all loved him. They would have loved him anyway ofcourse, but what he was able to say bowled them over and must have made them cry. It made him a star.He really didn’t know how brave and strong he was. He got through it. Now he must forget. And so must we.
And I know he will survive, intact, mostly because he is loved.
But now is the time for real prayers, quiet reflection and thanks while laughter returns and relief lingers in the air…… and while we all resolve (beyond prayer) that little George will never ever have any reason to go through anything like that again, ever.
My love to all and those involved,
Rosie.
(it may take some time to actually post this)

by the bird bath.in the sun.ice shard

found these little bits of sunshine on the doorstep today after the storm yesterday
Dear Emma
You may have heard about the storm we were expecting. It came last night. We are OK ; nothing moved. I had been making sure that everything outside in the garden could stand still; in harsh winds, so when the warnings were put out about keeping inside all we had to do was make sure the dustbin lids were in place and weighted down and sit it out. I had to stay in for the electricity man who had been booked to replace the meter anyway, and there was still the business of trying to get hold of a plumber about the central heating which has been making curiously loud clunks lately. Loud enough , you would think the system is ready to blow up any moment. So today I mostly looked out of the window at the garden under siege. And it didn’t move.
Elsewhere the storm was finishing off old sheds, pulling up trees at the side of the roads, ripping up dodgy scaffolding and causing seasonal havoc in parts of London and the South Coast according to the BBC. As a precaution commuter trains had ceased to function for a few hours, buses were cancelled, and more cars than ever were parked on the kerbside all over the country. And all over the country thousands lost their electric supplies. We heard that one person was killed when a tall tree close to her caravan fell onto her in her sleep and that one young boy got lost in the sea, even though he had only ventured into the shallow. And there were two more who died in the chaos ………………. All bad stuff but it could have been worse said the BBC.
If I hadn’t been warned about the forthcoming storm and the 80 mile an hour wind blistering through my garden I would never have known that it was anything than just another drab wet day. Even the electric man had had a drama; he told me he had seen that morning, the untethered trampoline in his neighbours garden, making a sudden magnificent escape, by ripping into the air and flying over his garden into his other neighbours garden and there demolished a brand new fence . No one was hurt. It could have been worse…….
Lou Reed died today.
A few years ago, the BBC used his song ’ Perfect Day’ as a theme for the yearly Children in Need appeal. The visuals that came with the song portrayed an ordered garden , a park , full of clipped hedging and ordered topiary shapes. A fantasy garden portraying the stuff of summery dreams. A strangely comforting order portrayed along with that beautiful velvety voice interspersed by a variety of other voices of known singers and not so known singers, even kids , singing his words.Although vital elements, I have forgotten who they were, because all I wanted was to hear was his voice again, between them …..to keep carrying on……. bringing back the feeling of being in a sun baked day, and walking back home tired but refreshed, still remembering the magical garden, the sun and the company and nothing to worry about, an ice cream in hand.
Well that song made me want a garden like the one behind Lou Reed’s Perfect Day so that I could keep the voice ,the summer, the tune, his words in my head forever. So I set about having a garden mostly with clipped box hedging. A garden that wouldn’t move in the wind, a garden that would hold onto summer for as long as it can, keeping visions of picnics and kids and people and things (and dry sandpits maybe). And gradually I did.
Ever since hearing that song played out I have been growing box hedging one way or another ( probably not that great really, but its great in my head) ….. and now I have a low clipped box hedging and shaped box trees in containers in my garden. These dear little trees behave themselves and are so easy to keep and this year it all looks better that it ever has. Anyway, today, in all that wind ( and with bin lids hemmed down) my garden didn’t move . Never felt so safe. Then the sun came out. The day Lou Reed died.
love Rosie

So the sun will shine.
Have a nice weekend !
bottle trying to look like a cat, or a cat trying to look like a bottle, looking at yellow falling leaves, (still life)